May 13th: Feeling sad...

May 13th:

Today is Friday the 13th...

There is a cultural exchange in my school. The students in Indiana state University come to my school. I came to watch their performance practice. They sang the song Side by side and dance with the hats and sticks. When they finished, some students came to talk to them. I really wanted to talk too but I was afraid. I wished I could become confident like my class president.

I talked to myself!!!! Is it bad?

May 9th: Free time...

May 9th:

Last night, I heard a ghost story and I couldn't sleep. I really scared that there would be a voice called me at 2am. Actually, I just scared myself.

My sister has a important exam today. I hope she can make it.

I am thinking about becoming a youtuber but I don't have condition. Camera, headphone, games, they were out of reach. My father would never let me buy those things.

May 7th: High school...I hate that time.

May 7th:

Today, suddenly I remember about the time when I was in high school. I had a crush on a boy who was good-looking. I sent him an email to asked him if he wanted to hang out with me. And you know what he answer?

He said he didn't like me and he asked me to stay away from him because he was afraid of being misunderstood. F***! I hate him since that time. Even when he likes something on my Facebook page. I was like: "Don't like anything from me you stupid idiot!"

Now I completely forget why I liked him. Oh well! I don't have many good memories about high school. Some people said they wanted high school to last forever. I am so happy that it was gone. Hahaha!

May 6th: Normal day!

May 6th:

I downloaded PPSSPP to play Corpse Party Book of shadow. There was a small problem that the screen turn black sometime. I was looking for the help on the Internet but no result. Haizz.

I am writing a novel but it is not good...yet. I will try harder to finish this novel. I hope so.

I want to drink Peach milk tea so much. Haizz...

May 4th: Free time

May 4th:

The weather is killing me. It is so f***ing hot.

I want to spend the summer time to study IELTS but I haven't started yet. I should begin soon as I could.

I am waiting for the response email about the part-time job but I have nothing. Maybe they are too busy to read the email. Well, I guess I have to find another job.

I think I should get hair cut. It is too long now.

May 3rd: Summer time

May 3rd:

I am free because it is summer time. I will play all day. I am thinking about getting a part-time job but it can wait.

I don't have anything to share, that is boring. What should I do now? I am getting lazy...ehh...

I download the game Corpse party and spent all the time on the computer watching Pewdiepie. What am I doing with my life? My mind said: "Go out and do something helpful", my heart said: "Oh well, let's do it tomorrow". Haizz, I am so disappointed of myself.

April 30th: R.I.P Suga

April 30th:

Last night I found out that my pet Suga was dead. I should have noticed this a day ago when he didn't eat anything. My sister and I were so sad...I didn't know what to do. If only mom was there, she would tell me. I cried until I slept. Today I will bury him in the front yard.

Good bye Suga, I hope in your life after death, you would be human and you would be loved.