April 24th: Cry a lot...

April 24th:

No one can't choose their own parent.

My father makes me feel offensive. I hate him...yes...I said it...I HATE him a lot. Every time he is drunk, he always say terrible things about my mom. He swears and my sister learns that. She is young and he is ruining her life. When I can leave, I will leave this house. I will go very far and never come back...I wish I could...

April 20th: Part-time job

April 20th:

My friends and my mother encouraged me to find a part-time job. I found a job on the internet. A yoga central is looking for translators for the Indian coaches. I called them and they said I need to send a information form of mine to them. I really scare...I have never worked part-time job before. I don't know what to do.

I guess I have to risk for once in my life. I need to do it. Be brave!!

April 17th: Possible mission

My father finally gives me a important mission. "Taking my sister home from school". This means he trusts me. I will pick my sister at school tomorrow and take her home. I will try my best in this mission...

My friends asked me to go to eat grilled octopuses. This time I am not going to go on time. Last times, I was always the first one who had to wait for so long. Hahaha...not anymore!

April 15th: Bastard pretends to be good...Go die in the fire.

April 15th:

A news on Facebook makes me angry. A guy which is a admin of the Pet Clinic page turn out to be a horrible man. He abused animal and posted on Facebook to asked people to donate money for the clinic, no one knew that it was him. He also secretly sold cats and dogs to the butchers. Other people of the clinic said they was threaten so that they could not say a word about this.  Bastard, asshole. He is hiding now. I am sure that if that bastard is found, everyone gonna beat him to death. I hope they will find him soon. He will die the in the hell fire.

April 13th: Calculator again.

April 13th:

My father now angry because he knows that my sister lost two calculators. I remember I said that to him last time. Great, he said he won't buy new calculator for her. I hate when he becomes like that. I wish that I could have enough money to buy for her a new one.

I am going to have mid term test soon. I hope everything will be okay...

April 10th: A burglar.

April 10th:

My sister lost her calculator when she went to school. Twice!!!! Two calculator! She said they were disappeared when she didn't noticed, someone had took them. Haizz, poor her. She was so careless. My father will buy for her a new one and this time she has to watch it carefully. Kid...how can they do such thing like that...Stealing a expensive thing at twelve...what will they steal when they grow up...

April 6th: Pimples...I hate you

April 6th:

Today my friend gave me a rose. She bought a bunch of roses because they are cheap and she gave them to her friends.

My rose is going to die, I put it in a jar of water and left it in the kitchen.

Some pimples appear on my face, I guess it is because of the coke I drank this afternoon. Haizz...It is hurt...

April 4th: Sugarcane juice...please come to me...

April 4th:

I don't want to eat anything. I don't know that happen to me. It is just that I don't want to eat. I couldn't even finish a small bowl of rice. I think it is because the rice which my father cook is terrible. I don't know how to cook, my mother doesn't stay at home anymore. I know that I should have learned how to cook. 

I don't want to eat but I want to drink. But the water is always attacked by the ants. Why? I hate ants a lot. I really want to drink sugarcane juice right now. It is so hot...*cry a lot*

April 3rd:

April 3rd:

My mother's mobile phones were stolen. So unlucky.

The deadline is coming near. We had to work as hard as we can. Long said when we finish this, we will go for a drink to celebrate. The teacher didn't help us at all. He said that we had mistakes but he didn't tell us how to fix it. I am feeling exhausted.